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I don't know why but I feel really depressed right now. I am not sure if its the rain or what . . . maybe its other things. I don't know, I just hate it.

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AMurderOfSin
01:50 May 29 2010

Sorry to hear that.. :(

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DragonReborn
13:20 May 30 2010

so sorry to hear that your depressed hon..Hope things get better for you soon..*hugs*

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DarkCowboy
21:09 May 30 2010

hope you're feeling better darlin'. hugs c'mon over and we can drown our sorrows together. :)

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Went to Wally World (Wal-Mart). I am going to be coloring my hair. Yay. lol

Radu= simply awesome, good friend and mentor on the rave. I wouldn't trade him for nothing in this world.



PsiVampire= Someone that is always been friendly with me. He's is a great person. Always willing to help me in my times of need.



AMurderOfSin= My partner in crime. No matter what I am going through he's always standing by my side helping me through the shit in my life.



Severus= even though we have parted ways he is till an amazing guy. Best ACM, I have ever had. He's a great guy.

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Severus
17:14 May 20 2010

You take people under your wing even when it's broken. That is because you care about those you interact with and why we care so much about you. Always a true Lady.

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AMurderOfSin
05:05 May 21 2010

*Holds up 2 Desert Eagles.. 2 Ski masks and 2 duffle bags* Oops.. I forgot the bank robbery's not until tomorrow night.. lol

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The man that I love is always there for me, I love him to death. I wish he was around right now so I can talk to him. I miss him!!

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DragonReborn
23:54 May 06 2010

i know baby..i wish i was able to be around alot more..hopefully things will settle down around here soon..than we can have alot more time together..i love you

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Because I'm only human,

It's sometimes hard to be

The wise, all-knowing creature

That my cat expects of me.



And so I pray for special help

To somehow understand

The subtle implications

Of each proud meowed command.



Oh, let me not forget that chairs

Were put on earth to shred;

And what I like to call a lap

Is actually a bed.



I know it's really lots to ask

But please, oh please, take pity;

And though I'm only human,

Make me worthy of my kitty!

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DragonReborn
00:08 May 06 2010

you are more than worthy of anyone or anything on this earth as well as anything or anyone in the after world.You are the most amazing lady that i have ever known and i love you dearly hun..*hugs*...awesome poem as well.

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TaintedPoison
00:18 May 06 2010

awwww I love you too baby, you are always so supportive of me. *kisses* glad to have you in my life.

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ladySnowStrixx
02:23 May 06 2010

I love it a Kitty Prayer , I pray for my 3 babies every night.

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DarkFeline
01:46 Jun 13 2010

Love the kitty prayer!!!

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The Faerie Ring



You have found a fairy Ring deep within the forest, a circle of mushrooms. The inside is cleared, but the ring has mosses and grasses and tiny flowers within it. Ferns and sweet smelling grasses surround it.

Some people will speak to you of spore and fungus circle. They would say that each season of growth fungus sprouts outside the edge of the space it filled the previous season. Moving ever outward leaving depleted ground within the circle. Those who have opened their minds, hearts and souls to the realms of magic may speak to you of the fairies.

They will tell you that this is where the Fairies dance and perform many of the rituals of their own magic. Legends warn you that those who join the Fairy dance within the circle under the moon, are sometimes lost to time and place. They may even disappear forever. Those who do return are always thereafter a bit apart from other human folk . They are still listening to the music of the magic realms.

Another name for some kinds of the Fairy Folk is Deva. These are Guardian spirits and beings of the land and the plants and other living things (all things are living, stones too, have Deva or Fae). Some Deva may be said to be the plants spirit itself . These Deva, if kindly sought may gift you with great wisdom's and healings . They may also seek your help with healing the land. These deva are among beings you might meet beside or within the Fairy's Ring .

When you come upon the fairy's ring . Bring a gift to leave, perhaps some food or some cloth or bright stones. Some special thing such as a song. Sit near the ring in a meditation to commune with faries and deva.

Before you begin, be aware that many of the fairy or deva are sad or angry with the way humans have treated them and while a kind and loving approach will be greeted kindly you may feel the emotions of the Deva and perhaps someof the pain that they feel. You may not though. Your experience will be your own. I cannot predict if the deva will communicate with you or not.



Attend well to any words or feelings that come to you as you sit within or near the ring and seek the wisdom of the fae.



First thank the deva and the fairy for all they have done for you and this Earth. Always ask that all unfold for the highest good and that no harmful thing come from your visit. Always ask and listen with intuition for where you should be within or outside of the circle.



Be careful of any promises you make to deva because these are binding as few things are. When you have settled yourself quiet your mind ask to meet them you may feel a merging of consciousness. Listen for what they have to tell you . This may not be words but feelings pictures etc.



Ask if there is something you can do for them but do not promise more than you can do (don't promise to end all logging for example). Then ask for any messages they might wish share with you, then listen .



When you have learned what they wish to share , separate your mind from the meditation. Thank them and leave your gift and return your awareness to the mundane world.

You may ask if you could take a mushroom to use in future magic or meditation.



When you ask the fairy and the mushrooms in the ring if you may have permission to pick a mushroom or two and you clearly feel certain that you have received permission and directions to which and where to pick the mushroom then you may do so.



You would separate mushrooms from the soil, by hand if possible. Cover over any disturbed soil as neatly and naturally as you can.



You will have brought a cloth to wrap it in and a gift. Apple peelings or spice might be one such gift. Tobacco and corn pollen are traditional in some places. Your intuition should guide you in this. Traditionally Fairies love silver, like copper and hate iron.



Thank the fairy ,thank the mushroom thank them ALL......Thankfulness is always in order.

What I often do and you may choose, is rather than ask to take a physical item such as a mushroom ask if you might in future if need arises call upon energy and/or spirit assistance from the mushrooms or fairy ring. You would ever after be able to connect and "run" the energy or receive intuitive input from it depending on what your particular sensitivities are.

Sometimes the gift you give, or the gift you get, is a song. Can you sing your heart song ? Do you know who you are within your inner self? This, whatever road you you walk it is a good thing to learn. When you have ended your visit beside the Fairy ring. Gently return to yourself, step carefully away whether you are there in the solid or only in the spirit.



You may return here in spirit whenever you need to commune with the Fairies and to touch your own inner magic.

Only 4 days till my surgery. I a scaredy cat!!

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DragonReborn
23:32 May 01 2010

just know i am there with you honey..Your not alone..I love you ashley and i wish i could be there in person with you.Know that my prayers are with you.Just keep the faith that everything is goin to go right and the surgery will be fine.know that i am always holding you as well.

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TaintedPoison
23:43 May 01 2010

awwww it's always a good feeling to know your loved. Thank you hunni

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